choice or selection, it cheapens the product and i think about it most when i am so far away lost in the beginning then notice that i'm fucked and i'm at my very best when i'm with you every day. could it be i'mn cold to this world i hate this existence, it knows my resistence i feel nohting when your flags unfurled. i see right through it. it burns my eyes. it stingds my pride i'm forgetting how to read between the lines and i'm forgetting what to say. arteries thicken while thnkin and drinkin it does nothing for me when you are not by my side conditioned, i've listined to songs in the morning, but nothing has impact until your voice rings in my eas. could it be that people wear me out. i feel i am sinking in your eyes while you're blinking and i feel empty when i'm watching you on the t.v. and i fall asleep, but when you are upset it sets me back for hours. so don't say you agree with it if you just can't believe in it. i wait, i taste a part of who you are, your words, your thoughts forget about the emptiness there's more importance in tragedy.